November 27, 2011   1 note

[a working title]

I wish I had more time to write while at u of I… maybe if I didn’t work freaken 25 hours a week…. :/ 

Teetering at the edge of infinity,

I find my   self often,

On the brink of nothingness

On the brink of something

To some, the fear of jumping into the edge of nothingness:

the vast void that has long plagued humanity, inspired writers and tormented souls

Is the greatest fear known

But to me; That fear is atomic

compared to withstanding an eternity of a life

Constantly between nothingness and something.

Between insanity and normality

Between restlessness and peace.

Never here nor there, afraid to let it go,

afraid to make much of it.